Tuesday, September 29, 2009
aku tenggok ayiee laen mcm r skrg.. hmm...
die da tk mcm dulu... happie2.. now ... die slalu mrh2 aku.. bkn mrh bt...
bbl mcm nk tknk...
hmmm.. lyn aku pn mcm aku nie kwn2 die.. haish... aku tk tau larhh... hmm...
now i sae i gonna gip bck the thyngsz n ganty aleq pape yg die kasi aku... haish.. got break hys gelang b4.. tapy 2 dpn die die ingan broke mcm sumerq da pecah.. hmm... die da salah sangke aku kasi die nanges.. haish.. nape nie.... ape da jady ngn aku n die... aku tknk nie mcm... aku tknk!!!!!!!! haish.. da larhh dlm kpale aku nie.. fikiran aku niee... aseq pk psl bende 2.. da 2 tkpe.. kt class aku plk aku stare kt satu kipas nie.. it spin normally bt tgk bergoyang2 mcm nk kt jth... hmm den aku nye bdh p stare.. haish.. den now tambah larhh lagy 1 hal... hmm.. psl kipas 2 on den kipas nk kt tercabot.. den da tercabot it fly around kn... den it kill one by one.. first is me... den yg laen.... haish cut of my head.. wow!!!! haish.. idk wat 2 doe now... bingung2.... haish.... aku tknk nie goe on.. hmm... ape aku lerhh wad 2 make me ferget all those tynkzsss plss help me plss plss.....
2 my shyg n my beloved bro... im sorrie....
i cnt control my emotion.... semue kene mrh ngn aku... kene tengking..... aku da gyler.. otak aku tk ingat kn shaperq2... walaupon ape kate2 shyg aku.. maaf kn ku shyg n my bro.... hmmm... i cnt control it.. den i take one share tynkszssz den slash another 3 line.. im sorrrie... i out of my mind at school..... aku tk ingat pape... walaupon phamily aku/.... diri aku pn aku tk ingat... shaper halang aku kene mrh ngn aku naseb tk kene rembat.. haish... hmm... maaf kn ku.....
aku tau aku salah.. tapy tlg larhh maaf kn diriku.... im damn fcking stresss.... den tady kene maigrain... hmmm...
haish..
Labels: im sorrie my dear n my bloved broo
Blogged @ 9:17 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
skrg aru aku tau ape jady.. 2 pmpn mmg nk kene... tpu aku bulat2.. haish...... 2 psl 2 pmpn...
nie plk.. psl another pmpn name iqinn haish.. kecoh r nie minah ... haish.... my dear sume kuar... mepeq siakkk.. my dear hanggok kau sial.... pk perq aku perq.... patong ? bute ? haiyo... mepeq2.. mataer aku plk satu lagy lagy lerh lyn kn alamak lu bikin gua panas..................................................je r babe... haish.. binget sk aku ngn nie due... haish pe nk uat kn... hmm.. wad 2 doe.. agknye due2 da suke same suke haish... rabaq r...... da larhh mlz mau bbl psl 2 lagy aku nga binget nie
Labels: dnt ever play behind my bck dear
Blogged @ 4:31 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
siak r.. pk aku shapeq siak..
blkg aku die bbl bie2 ngn pmpn laen... waliaw!!
n now i get 2 noe.. abg sound ash.... haish.... pe hal.... hmmm.. mrh r krg puas2....
pk pe fun fair.. abg sae salah die.. die kcau 2 pmpn pkai name ayiee.. beh aku ngn ayiee shapeq siak!!!! nk kcau pn tyme 2 ayiee TKDE pmpn r... aku nie mataer die sabar jerq tau tk.... geram je aku.. smlm aku check taged die 2 pmpn kasy msg.. kate 'da attch r thnkx fer giving false hope'
perq maksood die siakk....... pk perq fun fair.....
da g2 tkpe..... ade TTM blkg aku... argh!!!! benci r nie mcm.... aku perq... patong pe sial!!
smlm 1 mlm aku binget ngn ayiee na bg... tapy perkare da jady tklerhh di salah kn perq....
haish.. slame nie ak ngn die perq.... dieq tk ikhlas r........... aku nie bkn patong doqq.. aku ade perasaan larhh weii...... haish.. aku bingung r... aku tau die dulu tymer... per now die ngn aku pn tk sincere r... meseh nk maen tymer jgk per...?!
lau nk ngn pmpn laen lpss kn aku r... aku tau aku ade uat sala... aku pkai shyg2 kt ash.... ex aku.. tapy 2 pn atleast die da tau aku tk uat lagy r ehq!! da bgz aku dgr kate2 die tau tk!!! lau tk da lame da aku slash tgn aku... uat bende2 bdh... haish i had enough.. pls dnt toy my feelings r.....
Labels: if eu love me take me if eu hate me leave me..
Blogged @ 10:39 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
tiada sesiape pn blh mengganti shyg kush.. ayiee dice... aku tk tau larhh mcm manerq aku blh stuck in luv wyp hym.... bt wat i wat he haf it.. tapy slalu prangai 2 biase r.. slalu gdh biase r.. hmmm.... well... die larhh segale gale nye untok aku.. he make me change.. dulu aku mcm sun***.. dulu r.. bt since die masok dlm hidop aku.. die mengubah naseb hidup ku... he make me 2 be a good gerl n a better person... wow!!! i really appreaciate it alot.....
now we are planning 2 buy a couple ring... its sooo cheap.. soo called cheap r.. slalu nye couple ring blh jejak till $100 bt this 1 we c its onllie $68 wow!!!!
hmm soo planning onllie r... hmmm... well... i hope i cn last long wyp my darling.... oh ya... bout the shyg2 bby2 tynk im sorrie dear....
i din mean it.... hmmm i use shyg n bby wyp my beloved ex, ash... well idk how all those werds came out of my mouth...
haish.. sometymes i just feel regret breaking up wyp ash last tyme... bt now im ayiee's property... cnnt doe anytynk.... ayiee love me... n i love hym alot 2... i dnt wanna break up wyp hymm.. he is my one on a million guy.... without hym.. im ntg.... N.T.G!!
hmm... im soo grateful to get hym as my beloved boii.... hope 2 last long wyp hym....
well.. wen i cry he lend me hys shoulder.. wen i am cold he lend hys hug 2 me.... wen i am lonely he is always der by my side 2 accompanny me... i dnt noe how he feel 2werds me.. bt i really love hym.... i promised i will give eu my heart.... 100%.... i give my heart 2 eu.. pls tc of my heart shyg.. ... if eu destroy the heart... its the same as eu destroy me... eu destroy my lyfe...
hmmm soo tc of it properly dear... eu r my fulless hope... hmmm...
i hope eu r nt lyke all my ex2 det busted me.... hmm.. =( a sad face fer det......
hope eu r not lyke det shyg...
shyg diz is fer eu....
I’ll reach for your hand in the cold of winter, I’ll reach for your hand in the heat of summer. But if my short life can’t reach the dawn of spring, I promise, in heaven, I’ll reach you with my wings.
if you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love.
If someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, I would lean my head on your shoulder, hold you close to me and answer with a smile, “Like this.”
When I say I love you, please believe it’s true. When I say forever, know I’ll never leave you. When I say goodbye, promise me you won’t cry. Cause the day I’ll be saying that would be the day I die.
i promise to be there when you need me, I promise to hug you tight when you’re lonely, I promise to wipe your tears when they fall and I promise to keep you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours.
If lightning strikes, I’d cover my heart so when it hits me, I’d fall happily knowing I protected you. Cause I spared the place where you have always been.
I’d rather be blind than not see you. I’d rather be deaf than not hear from you. I’d rather lose my voice than not say this to you, that I’d rather lose my heart than not love you.
love you but you make me cry, you hurt me and make me feel stupid. But you know why I hold on? Cause I know I’ll be crying harder, get hurt even more and feel dumber if I ever let you go.
wish you were with me so I can tell you directly how much you mean to me. I’ll hold you tight and hug you near my heart so that you can hear what it’s trying to whisper, “You’re the reason why I’m beating.”
Labels: eu r my one in a million dear
Blogged @ 10:13 PM
ayiee engkau larhh teman hidopku,... aku menyayangi dirimu lebih dary ku menyayangi diriku ini...
jikalau aku ade membuat salah... maaf kan aku ... aku menyesal dgn perbuatan ku itu... ku berjanji tidak akn buat lagy.... ku bersumpah atas nama cinta untuk setia bersamamu... sehingga ku menghembuskan nafas ku yg terakhir sekali...
dahulu aku sering permainkan lelaki krana.. lelaki membuat ku bergitu juga.. tetapy engkau..engkau mmg laen skali... engkau memberi harapan kpada ku... tiada org boleh mengganti dirimu dalam hidopku ini.... engkau larhh segalanya sayangku....
setiap hary tk sanggup ku menanggung rindu ku...
setiap hary ku terkenangkan dirimu...
aii mish ur kiss ur hug,,, wen euq hug me euq make me feel comfy n very warm...
wen euq r beside me... aii feel very safe... cz some1 lyke euq will alway protect me 4rm anytyng... but noe aii just wanna noe if ur love 2 me is sicere or not.. hmm aii hope ur love 2 me is sincere sayang...
wat aii tynk about my syg ehq.. ermmm..
he is caring.. not lyke other guy.. dnt noe how 2 handle their gerl wen their gerl sulk...
he also lyke 2 cheer me up wen im down.. he is cute.. hee....( part of it )
he is very damn sweet..
the most best part hee is sincere wyp hys love onezz.. those rumours det make up stories bout me n hymm plzzfck uff my lyfe larhh ehq...
my syg is very speacial 2 me... aii tynk.. noe1 cn replace hym... he is my dearest syg.. he care bout me.. he understands me...
he is a UNDERSTANDING person 2.. hahah detz the fun part he is understanding... hmm he noe me well... we had been 3 mnth + getting 5 # mnth.. omg!! aii really love hym.. aii love hym more den aii love my self.. heeheeh... hmmmm.... aii wanna last long wyp hym.. 4 all those rumors... ~sigh~ aii dnt noe wat 2 sae r ehq... euq all r just fcking despo 2 break ppl's relationships....
Blogged @ 10:04 PM
shyg aku p baleq kmpng.. hmm soo boring larhh narrie till wednesdae.. hmmm...
well.. soo now.. onllie abg acit n abg shaffie cntct aku.. abg shaffie is very caring org nye.. heheh.. hmmm
abg acit also same2.. hehe... shyg both my abg angkat....
abg acit da mcm abg aku sendiri...
heheh.. pape aku tk malu 2 share2.. heheh...
hmmm.. shyg aku tk de.. pehh mendaq kt sinie....
windu die r.. haish... die kt sane nga wat pe jerq eh...
daa mam lom.. hmmm risau3.. haish....
hey wanna noe sometynk.... smlm kite p raye2... heheh... me y darling leha adq sdare aku due2 2 farid aiman....
kite jln2.. 1st i wen 2 CWP 2 sent my bro t-shirt 2 hym... soooo tyme nga otw 2 CWP... ayieenottie tau.. die p walk passed me... hmm... aku pn tk tau mcm mane die tau aku nk p CWP... hahah.... hmmmm... sooo die passed by me.. den i shout... bie!!! die senyom je tau hahah,...
rupe2 nye adq sdare aku due2 nie da tau die ade... bkn nk blg.. argh!! binget je... hahah..
well.. den aku p jmperq abgwan den die p jmperq kwn die... soo kite 2nggu die.. 2nggu2.. den after det da jmpe sume kite proceed 2 umh leha dulu... lau tk kite 2nggu lagy due beroq 2..hmmm...
well... drg pn maseh lmbt soo kite p umh leha dulu...
den da smpai leha aru lps mandy den kite smpai ddk2 dulu r... den tau2 si beroq 2 ngn aiman sesat.. waliaw.. nk kene 2nggu lagy haish leceh.. waste tyme doqq... den.. da smpai bbl sane sinie.. den kite bla.. dlm pkl 5 tk silap aku... den cntct perhh cntct sumerq tkderq pt umh.. den atlast naseb dpt cntct ngn abg angkat aku abg shaffie... kite p umh die.. pt EUNOS doqq.. hmm...
jaooh shey.. heheh... otw kite p sane kn.. dlm bas kekek r.... my shyg kn die nye '2' kene squeeze hahah.. da nilu tkpe... saket plk 2... die kate.. den i sae pdn face.. sempat tau kite ehem jap..... hahah.... siak ehq kiterq.... den dlm bas kiterq kecoh nk mamposs.. hahah........ gereq doqq
hahha... den we trn bedok den naek train p eunos.....
hmmm smpai sane pkl 8.50 g2.. nk kt pkl 9 aku janji mak aku baleq b4 9.30...
tapy kiterq gerak dary umh abg shaffie pkl 9.30... smpai umh pkl 11.... teroq eh.. heheh
bt i had é fun tyme r...
Blogged @ 8:20 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
)narie.... boring....
hmm
at squwl.. i slash my hand... well.... im stress eu c.. i keep tynking about the negative tynks.... well it started sice last 2 daes.... hmm,...
im really scared... im scared. im stress.. soo i decided not 2 dae dream or slp in the dae...
sooo i feel very slpy n im the person that love........
2 dae dream bt wat i doe 2 keep awake is...
i SLASH my my arm... hmmm.. i felt sorie fer my shyg.. i promised hym not 2 doe it again.. bt i doe it again.. well.. i doe diz cz i dnt wanna tynk about that tynk.... im scared.. sometymes.. i cried alone in my room or wen i woke up frm slp my tears will drop.. well...
my shyg also got sae he had a bad dream bout me n hym.. omg!!
watz all diz.....
i cnt stand it any more.. help me someone...
hmmm...
haish.. i tynk if i tell ppl... my god bro.. my besties.. they will scold me fer sure.. soo
i decided not 2 tell....
i felt lonely noe one wanna support me not 2 doe it.. haish....
='(
Labels: remember... dnt slash ur hand ppl..
Blogged @ 5:48 PM
