Tuesday, February 23, 2010
today , is tuesday .. haah .. ouh well as usual
meet my hubiie up bla3 .. hahah .. hmm
well ... basicly wad hppn tdy @ arnd 6+ lyke det i tynk .. hmm ..
we saw a black tyng in the sky .. 1st we tot it was a kite ..
bt in another tot .. therez no kite fly high lyke that ..
we saw an helicopter.. bt the kite is on top of the helicopter ..
mystery kite flying up in the sky haha ..
that tyng realiie scare me n my hubiie .. hahah ..
wadever it is la .. soo we are soo qriues about that particular kite ...
we took a walk till the padang beside 'LACASA' hmm.. well derz 3 ppl onliie..
but de three of them does not fly a kite .. they onliie play wyf thier dogs ..
sooo that kite realiiie scares us awae ..
1st tynk its in black in colour ..
2ndly its fcking high ...
3rdly we nvr saw any thin stren on string ...
its wierd rhyte ... we tot at the lacasa tennis court dez someone flying the kite .. bt ..
it cnt be bcz the tail of the kite n the string position..
does nt pointing towards det area .. omg! wad cn det tynk be ..
it reallie scared us away .. haha .. ouh well wad 2 doe ..
k la peeps .. i wanna rest kindda tired .. n ya ...
i still have my phamily problems going on in my head hmm
2 my hubiie ,.. pls help me by getting rid of tix tynkzz..
plss help me shyg .. plss hmmm.....
i realiie dnt noe wad 2 doe haish .......
Labels: i realiie dnt noe wad 2 doe anymore ...
Blogged @ 11:23 PM
hey peeps ... today i gt news fer eu all la. .. haha ..
well .. a storiie is about det gherl ..
eu wanna noe wad peeps ... she suddenly talk 2 me ..
hahah ... ouh well ,,
1st she called me OIT! no manners at all haah ..
den she kept quiet n called out my name fiona ..
i tot she wanna sound me or wad ..
bt now soriie eyh fiona tkda tkt lagy ngn krg..
bt eu noe wad peeps .. she ask me gt pin or not cz she wanna pin her skirt ..
omg! wad a amazing storiie .. hahah she talk 2 me ? i cnt believe it!
hahah ... btw ya peeps i got onliie 1 tynk 2 tell eu about the incident ..
n about her faceexpression ..
hahah she talk 2 me n her face expression is lyke she's scared2 lyke det eu noe ..
haha .. ouh well she nvr stare at me n my frens anymore ..
fulermmakk~ank setan mane da sound krg pn aku tk tau ..
hahah kedi/kecot la krg nyh
btl kate abg acit ... krg mmg y.p haha ..
tk mature langsong...
hahah ... ape leyh uat haha ...
n ya abg n faizal .. hmm thnkx ya fer the courage..
bt im soriie 2 sae det eu gave me 2 much courage ..
haha ,.. im brave now thnkx ..
bt dazen mean i dnt 1 ur help anymore kae guys ..
i still need ur help ok ? haha ...
pape pn krg the best BROku...
heheh .. fer my hubiie ... i love eu i swear i do shyg! haha ..
hmm till i die i will love ue heheh .. ok la till here .. wanna doe other things la peeps heheh .... chiaw@!!
~Shawty Crown~
*!baby sunshine!*
Labels: I LOVE U ; I SWEAR I DO
Blogged @ 4:29 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
adek..kakak minta maaf sgt2..pasal kakak korang in trouble kan..mm
akak nak say sorry..bukan kakak nak lary bile da buat salah..
but u sendiri tau kakak working kn..mmm..
but dengar cerite da tutop kes ehk?ape cerite?
akak nak adek happy tkmola gdh2 degan drg yng tak tahu maluu..
adek u tau diri u kat mane kan...
akak hope adek kakak yng tercinte ni tau mcm mana nak jaga dirinye..
akak ingat kalau hal itu blm settle akak nak kasi adek guide..
jadi adek blh settle kan bila kakak tkda..
mmm bt i see da okay kn..
akak nak adek consentrate in your studies kay..
nnt boleh kerje yng bgs2...
akak sentiasa syg adek kakak..
oh kakak lupa la adek..
kirim salam your matair kay..
last long tau adek.... tkmo gdh2 okay dgn dia..
haha.. akak doakan korang panjang umur..
dan jodoh korang akan kekal smpai korang bye-bye dari wprld ni haha..
insyallah amin!
okay la kakak nak sambong kerja ni.. adek rajin2 nanti.. hantar tag kat tepi tu..
kakak wait tau.. kakak rindu sangat kat korang kat Singapore..
Labels: lagi2 kakak rindu adek
Blogged @ 1:07 AM
Sunday, February 21, 2010
biie y eu nvr goe bck hmm ? eu da mlampau krg eyh ! haish noe use la scolding eu here n der.. i
ts jz noe use . eu will stll dnt wanna liten 2 me . haish ...
biie wer ever eu r goe bck kae.. dnt make me woriied sick bout eu again kae ..
esk eu skola .. eu jgn mcm2 lagiie taw ..
if i get 2 noe eu tk p skola lagiie eu realiie r in big trouble wyf me ..
da bgz cekgu eu pggl eu aleq 2 take ur N LVL Eyh .. hmmm...
eu bttr goe bck home eyuh biie ..
eu kt lavender ? umh sape plk sk ? hmm ?
wad ever it is want eu 2 be home now b4 i get mad n eu'll get it frm me!
baleq tkde duet eyh p lavender ade plk kaw peyh duet eyh!
i dnt care.. walau ape pn terjaadie.. i nk eu home now!!
kae ... noe more excuses eyh biie.. i da cukop dgr alasan2 eu ..
HOME NOW OR EU R IN BIG TROUBLE WYF ME!!
Labels: p baleq phm
Blogged @ 11:00 AM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
hmm ... now is 2+ a.m im nt asleep yet .. well .. im stress rhyte now .. nk slp kebabye .. stress2 cnnt slp haha ..
welll ... i jz wanna say thnkx 2 my one n onliee bloved braderzz ... TENGKU FAIZAL BIN HJ TENGKU ISMAIL .. he gave me some sonfidence 2 continue my life journey in tix werld .. well... i appreciate it alot .. welll.... ku tau nawaitu ku tk jht bt . i wanna be jht... blh tk ? oooppss... nnt my braderz n my hubiie mrh ssh shiool haha... ouh well pape pn i would lyke 2 sae thanks 2 eu all .. lau krg tk guide me.. im stil a nerd in the street.. hmmm.. i love eu guys.. antare yg laen krg jgk best .... heheh ... love eu all .... krg free2 trn tmpt fyfye r .. ok pe.. hahah ... windu krg2 sume ,,, hahah ... ouh well...
i hpe krg akn trz guide fyfye kae .... jgn malu2 .. haha ... fyfye tk mkn org .. byte onliie hahah ....
cheyyy fake! hahah ... ouh well wad 2 doe hahah ... hmmm...
2 faizal .. i hpe eu cn guide me along wyf wad i ask eu ..
2 my abg acit .. i realiie mysh eu .... wen eu r out plss cntct me ... i realiie need eu rhyte now .. hmmm masalah problem bnyq sgt hahah.. smpai tkle handle ssh babe hahh .. k larhh walau mcm mane pn ,, i still love eu guyss!!!
MUackX!!!!!
Labels: ku cinta krg ... without eu all im NTG
Blogged @ 2:56 AM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
tdy i went out 2 myt my deariie .. b4 i nyt hym at home im bz chatting wyf hym hehe... ouh well.. normal larhh hahah ... k larhh... nt bad hmm .. after det bla3 ... den i goe out .... n goe myt my shyg ....
after i've reach hym blk , last min he say he must cleann hys house .. it was ok la i waited fer hym fer 1 hr lyke det . bt its ok la .hahah cz he always waited fer me .. now its my turn .. hahah .... den bla2 .... after he cn goe out oweady , we went to simei... yeah!! simei tyme! wad my hubiie was planning is 2 conduct a meeting syf the simei phamily.. ofcourse plus me .. hmm ... bt den some of us was nt der... sedih kn haha ...
ouh well wad 2 doe .. den we jz slack2 la .. haha ... well having fun la .. ouh well well veriie well heheh .... hmm k larhh wanna continue doin my stuff .. bz bz larhh peeps heheh ....
~wansuay~
Labels: bilabila wa jiwa sana babe
Blogged @ 11:37 PM
tdy soo bored .. i tot of going simei... hmm lpk2 .. eu noe .. hahah .. wyf my syz n broz haha .. well.. my heart n soul is onliie fer east side kot ... hahha .. ouh well ... wad 2 doe .. hahah cz my frenz are all there ... fer me north side ppl is kindda boring .. hahah .. ouh well .. wad 2 doe .. haha ...
n ya .. im nt in the mood .... the cmnt det the gherl recieved.. yes its frm me the 1st n second i tynk soo .. ntah la .. bt the other idk la... den my kakak sdare storiie it 2 me .. den i was like aiyoyo ... wadever la..hmmm .. well nk sala kn ku ? ku tk psl la eyh ? lau kaw terase ngn pe kaka sdare aku ckp .. mmg kaw gitu kae... y.p je gdh2 ...... uat bdh sua.. hal kechik nk besar2 kn .......... btw.. kakak/abg sdare sae if kaw pape kn aku kaw siap r ... hahah ... aku tk tau pape eyh .. huahah ... ouh well .. wad 2 doe .. nyh la manusia... hal kecyq mau di besar2 kn ... wow!! bgz eyh maintain r hahah ... ouh k la ... i need 2 goe .... wanna relekx haha .. ltr my kakak/abg sdare come my house hahah.. 2 take their tyngs heheh ... bdh kn p tgl kn kt umh aku hahah.. k la chiawwww
Blogged @ 11:40 AM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
2day.. i've made sometynk without using my mynd ... i've made a mistake .... tdy at arnd 8+ i tynk ... i goe vista wyf fafa ... cz i saw her she saw me .. soo we goe together .. at the same tyme .. we are making a survey ... fer our elective module... haish .. all tix i nvr tynk b4 i did it .. wen i get home my syg get angry wyf me... cz 1stly .. i nvr get any permission frm hym 2 goe out ... 2ndly .. i goe bck fcking late .. haish .. wadever it is .. i would lyke 2 say soriie 2 my syg fer my stupid action ... i have reflected on it .. n i realiie regret it .. haish.. i hate myself!! im such a fcking stubborn gherl ... i nvr listen 2 my hubiie .. werst came 2 werst .. i cnt even listen 2 my self .. its lyke im being influence lyke det .. haish .. day by day .. i keep changing.... frm bad 2 werst .. y must my lyfe goe on lyke tix ... i jz 1 my beautiful n wonderful lyfe bck .. i 1 my old ayiie bck ... my syg is nt lyke tix last tyme .. now he is getting mre strict ... haish n he is lyke (next stop! orchard) << phm2 kae ... hmm idk la bt well .. eventhough he ish lyke det he is still my bloved guy .... one n onliie guy n my heart ... i dnt noe larhh now i feel lyke crying lyke det .. im under depression .... well.. its ok la if he nvr fergive me bt .... haish .. now he scolded me bcz of the stringy tyng ... haish .. its ok la .. detz y i sae ,... 2 asiq n rai bttr get the string by friday.. eu all say thursday wanna buy ... lyke orh-orh je arh! now its nt eu all get the scloding ..... now ITS ME ME N ME MYSELF get the scolding frm my hubiie ,, haish eu all lyke fck r!! haish ... nvm arhh , k larhh wanna entertain n cool my hubiie down ... cz he is still angry bout my action... hmm .... toodless.. =(
im
realiie
sorriee
shyg
fer
wad
i've
done!
Blogged @ 10:56 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
thnkx 2 allah det my hubiie has gone home ... ... if eu all wnna noe wer he goe... here i will tell eu wer he goe... yesterdday i called hym.. i askhym tix n det . he sae he overnyte wyf a gherl. . den i was lyke ah wadever r! (branie kaw nk kuar ngn pmpn laen slaen sdare2 kaw!!) ouh well.. den after det nvm ,.. den he sae wyf hys sdare.... ouhk lorhh i mad at hym.. i sae .. ouh gd eyh ... goe out nvr tell me.. n nvr goe bck! n nvr cntcted me . . gd fer eu r sia! haish! biie i still mad at eu eyh biie .... idk y .. bt i feel lyke hating eu.. haish.. hy all tix came 2 my mynd?!!?!?!! its al bcs of eu r bie... eu make me sick.. n more sick... haish ... nvm la biie... eu treat me different way now .. werzz ur caringnes..lovingness n all det stuff 2 me? haish ... eu've chage alot shey shynk ... eu are totaliie different after eu have nt shown ur self at hme! wer eu goe also idk.. haish.. eu r playing tricks on me kappa ??? haish wadever la biie!!! i had enough r eyh wyf ur nonsense ... i dnt 1 anytynk 2 hppn again ... if eu hate me tell me soo det i cn make my next move ... haish...
~lazy 2 type la peeps cz chatting wyf my hubiie~
toodles
Blogged @ 6:53 AM
Monday, February 8, 2010
bie!! wadz all tix biie ? eu're nt going bck hme one tynk.. n eu've been caught wyf a gherl ?? n now eu sae that gherl is aciik's gherl... which one is true ? .. tell me the truth la biie ... im here all sick woriied bout eu ,.. n tix mattr came out all of a sudden ... eu at simei n mama sae eu at police station .. which one is the truth shynk ?? y eu doe tix 2 me shynk ??? y?! y?! Y?! wad hve i dnt wrong ??? till eu did tix 2 me deariie..
tk ckp ke kasih shynk i kasi kt eu .. tk cukop bukti ke yg i shynk eu ?? tk cukop ke kesetiaan i pade eu ? untill eu doe tix 2 ur ownn gherl....!! hu m i 2 eu biie ? hu?!!?!! tk cukop ke kelukaan eu kasi i slame ini? i tau o pernah uat salah kt eu .. tapy asl mesty all tix tynks ended up lyke tix ?? i tot eu shynk i ... bt idk if its true .. if its true .. wer is ur sincere love 2 me ? all tix while ... i've been loving eu .. doe eu feel the same as me ?? doe eu ?? if yes .. wer is it ? show it 2 me...
kalau larhh i betepok sbelah tgn .. i nk tanye eu 1 soalan je ... knape eu uat ginie kt i ... sedangkan cinte i tulus.. ikhlas dan suci terhadap eu ..... i tk phm knape eu kene uat ginie kt i .. knape biie ??? i mengaku i pernah uat sala kt eu .. tapy tk kn eu nk balas dendam kt i .... mane janji2 eu yg dulu biie ? i ikt tau semue kate eu .. bile eu tk aleq ... i cntcted mama, aciik n cicak(ur fren) 2 get eu .. or fyne eu ... 1st aciik sae eu tkde cntct dyer tady .... bt den eu msg me ... all oof a sudden .. r eu trying 2 sae det eu da tknk i ??
if eu wanna noe.... i tkkn tgl kn eu okae!!! i setiee pade eu... slame nyh mmg! mmg i ade uat sala ngn eu .. tapy.. i mntk maaf n i tk uat lagy tau biie ... tynk about it ... haish ... untill now wad eu sae n wad i sae i hold it in my hand ... walaupn i mrh kt eu ... i still diam .. eu uat sala i diam .. n i apologise although i did nt doe anytynk wrong ... i give n take .. n eu also did bt most of it is me ... biie ... i wanna sae tix once .. i regret fer i've done last tyme ... n now i've change .. n bcz of eu ........ i change 2 a gd gherll.. bt remember tix in mynd deariie .. i will always love eu ... n i will nvr let eu gooe....
here are some quotes fer eu shynkk..
Love can make you happy
but often times it hurts,
but love is only special
when you give it to who its worth.
Its better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.
When You Say
I Love You Mean It
Love Is Like Quicksand:
The Deeper You Fall In It
The Harder It Is To Get Out
Love Is Running Into His Arms
Colliding With His Heart
And Exploding Into His Soul
If You Get A Chance To See Him,
Your Heart Begins To Dance.
Your Life Revolves Around Him,
There's Nothing Like Romance
Love is just a word till
someone you meet gives it a meaning.
Loving someone is loving that
someone despite that
person's flaws and weakness.
When you are in love nothing matters
except that the other person is happy.
You know you love someone
when you cannot put into words
how they make you feel.
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.
If you love someone you give everything
you can and not expecting on any return.
So often we don't say 'I love you'
because we fear losing someone,
but more often we lose them
because we fear saying 'I love you'
If you love someone, tell them...
for hearts are often broken
by words left unspoken.
The more you love,
the more you lose a part of you.
Yet you dont become less of you are,
instead you end up being complete...
Click to learn more...
You'r heart is one of your most prized possessions,
be careful who you give it to.
Blogged @ 6:51 PM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
now its 10.36p.m .. n my hubiie is still nt home yet ... wer could he be rhyte now. .. onliie hym n god noez wer he is now .. haish .. idk wad 2 sae .. my god bro,fren n cousin give me hpe .... advice n much more .. bt idk tynk i cn follow it .. haish .. its hard fer me peeps ... fer eu guys .. is simple 2 say it ... 2 say tix n det .. bt .. hu is doing de job ? hu is wyf hym ? its all me !! itsz easy 2 say ... jz be cool ... dnt tynk bout it 2 much .. itsz easy 2 say ... if tix hppn 2 ur self i said it lyke det .. eu will rply it the same way in ur heart .. haish ... wad wen wrong between me n my hubiie? haish .. i realiie hpe eu cn jz simply cme 2 me n explain everything frm A-Z .. dnt gimme excuses lyke following ur uncle la tix n det okae! i had enough bout det storiie .. haish .... wer ever eu r shynk goe bck ok .. im waiting fer ur kol n ur msg .. or jz simply meet me up ... i gonna meet up wyf aciik on saturday (if i cn goe out) hmm i wana talk about tix thing .. haish ... idk la ... its hard fer me ok ... i tynk eu also dnt care about me .. hmmm .... y must eu doe tix 2 me ? haish nvm la deariie ... its ok ....eu've done tix alot of tyme 2 me ... soo i dnt mind at all .. bt remember .. i fcking upsad now .. i jz keep crying .. n ya i jz cnt consetrate in class ... tynking bout eu .... eu make me upsad shynk .. remember det deariie .. i need eu now ... if eu could meet me up .. pls kol me or msg me ... kae. .update me ... haish .... im woriied sick .. well of course my sick is nt getting bttr bcz og eu deariie ... itsz gettin werst .. i've been force 2 take my medicine.. bt i refuse 2 took it .. n ya ... i noe its nt rhyte .. i've nt took my meal regularly .. lyke i always did .. hmmm .... i have noe appetite 2 eat after i get 2 noe bout all tix deariie ... pls ... nw im getting mor sick .. i noe i need 2 goe 2 the doctor .. bt im soriie i jz hate de doctors .. soo dnt force me aiytessss ... hmm shynk i have one song fer eu .. eu noe the song sang by APIT ? the title is KEMANA KAU MENGHILANGKAN DIRIMU .. yea... det song is realiie meant fer eu ... its meaningful.. hmm ... i hpe eu noe the meaning 2 det song shynk ... if eu dnt.. i realiie have ntg 2 say bout it .. cz eu jz simply dnt understand me n my feelings ... haish .. shynk .. stop doin tix 2 me plss ... eu make my life misirable now .. i realiie need eu by my side now shynk .. i hpe all tix is jz a BAD dream det came 2 me .. haish .. i realiie wish it ... (knock on wood!!!) if eu realiie nt in tix werld anymore .. y noe one inform ur mum or me ? haish noe noezz it shynk ... haish ... reallie la (KNOCK ON WOOD!!!!!!) Hmmm ... i jz need eu 2 understandz me n goe hme .. detz all i asked frm eu .. nt more den det .. hmmm plss biie .. listen 2 me fer once ..... ='( .. haish .....
Blogged @ 10:57 PM
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im still nt in mood .. hmm .. now i get 2 noe .. my hubiie is nt wyf hys cousin .. haish .. he nvr go bck home .. n nt at simei .. wer could he be ? haish .. im damn woriied bout hym ... aish wad is he doing now ? has he eaten or nt ? haish ... i realiie fcking woriied .. i tried 2 mxg hys mum .. den hys mum sae .. he nvr goe bck home frm hursdae .. den i tried 2 ask aciik .. he sae he nvr meet them also .. edn wer he goe sia. . haish .. shynk dnt gimme woriied la biie ... werever eu r .. pls goe bck hme ... dnt make me more sick worring about eu dear.. n hu ever found tix guy pls ask hym 2 goe bck .. pls... .. or simply kol me .. if eu noe me ... im damn woriied bout hym ...
shyg ... once again werever eu r . pls goe bck hm.. ur mum told me eu wyf acit ? acit mane biie ? i tot ur bro is inside ? or tix is another acit .. ? haish ... goe bck hme larhh biie .. eu promise ur mum 2 goe bck hme yesterdae .. bt eu r nt hme yet .. wer have eu been.. dnt tell me eu goe search fer the idiot.. i mean c leha peyhh jntn .. i dnt 1 anytynk 2 hppn 2 eu my deariie .. i 1 eu 2 goe bck hme .. wer have eu been ? pls shynk .. i hpe i cn goe out on saturdae .. i will meet up wyf aciik.. den search fer eu ..i will goe n search fer eu.. n ask eu 2 goe bck hm .. den i will sit wyf eu n ur mum n i will question eu... jz answer the truth.. biie .. eu n o i realiie love eu kn .... den y eu did tix 2 me ??? biie ... plss biie dnt doe tix 2 me ... haish ....
k larhh i gtg. .. update more soon ...
Labels: goe hme la biie .... :'(
Blogged @ 12:45 PM
Friday, February 5, 2010
i dnt noe wad hppn 2 my relationship wyf my chynk .. haish ... wad gonna hppn next .. he nvr called me .. msg me or even meet me up .. haish .. den dez once i called hym .. bt he talk 2 me as if he dnt wanna talk 2 me .. he jz forcing hysself 2 talk 2 me haish .... i dnt noe wad 2 doe next ... in a negative wae of tynking in my mynd is he has a gherl behind my bck .. bt i dnt noe weather it is true .... if its true .. den y dnt eu jz let me goe n be wyf ur other gherl .... hmmm ... =( idk wad 2 doe next criusly ... wen i went out of my house n stud at d railings ... i keep day dreaming n look far away... den suddenly my eyes burst into tears .. haish ... i realiie hope i cn be lyke last tyme ... haish ... if he realiie nt sincere 2 me ... den all thx while y is he been loving me .... or maae b he jz using me lyke hys
DOLL ... i realiie dnt understand ... i jz 1 2 be hapiie wyf my own hubiie ... last tyme he always spend tyme wyf me ... eventhough he is bz sometymezs.... bt now .. im on my own ... i feel lyke he jz simply z dnt care ... i realiie
love hym as much as i love my self ... wen i cry i tot of slashing my hand bt ... i tynk twice cz i noe he wont allow me 2 slash my hands .. i hold my promised 2 hym last tyme .... n now i still holding it ... i dnt wanna continue my relationship lyke tix all é way ....itz hurt fer me .. idk if he realise it .. bt fer me .. eu realiie hurt my feelinx ... y cnt eu jz be lyke last tyme ? loving me ... caring about me ... undertstanable.. wer all det attitude goe??! i realiie love eu bt eu doe dix 2 me ... i noe eu r stress out bout sometynk bt y in affect me also ? i realiie cnt understand chynk ... i realiie need eu now .. i realiie doe ... i realiie hope eu will come bck 2 me ... its jz lyke e song NURAIN... its e same shynk ... wer have eu been ... i realiie wanna meet eu up n discuss tix mttr wyf eu ... haish ...
WER R EU SHYNK?!?!?!
I REALIIE NEED EU!!!
I REALIIE MYSH EU!!
COME BCK PLSSS DEARIIE!!
werever eu r .. i realiie hpe eu will come bck 2 me shynk ... i hpe eu will be lyke last tyme ... i realiie hpe soo .. =:::::( dnt make me continue crying fer eu shyg ... i dnt 1 it .. well .. fer ur info .... im sick now ... its bcz of im worrying bout eu ... bt im nt blaming eu fer it ... bt i've been sick fer one week oweady .. im sick bt i came 2 skl .. haish .... soriie fer det .. its jz det i dnt wanna goe 2 the docter 2 get an MC .... i jz wanna goe 2 skl n took my N lvl corsework fer my EBS n CPA ... i dnt wanna mysh it .. shynk i hpe eu will cntct me after reading tix entry .. i cn bare living without eu by my side or guiding me... i jz cnt .. pls biie ... cme bck 2 me shynk ... i 1 us 2 be lyke last tyme ... criusly .... im fcking myshing eu ... i dnt wanna continue my life jorney lyke tix.. i wanna be wyf eu shynk .... i realiie doe ... =( i jz wish it ...... GOD WILLING .. wyf my strength det Allah gave 2 me .. i will be patient ... n goe through all tix wyf patient n nt 2 fast ... i dnt wanna fynd excuses fer wad hppn or 2 escae frm tix problem of myne... shynk .. pls tynk twice shynk .. i realiie nt live without eu .. =( dnt make me wait fer eu fer about a year ok .... i noe i cnt goe out every single dae n goe hme late at nyte around 12+ or 11+ i noe i cnt .. bt pls dnt give me det excuse fer nt cntcting me shyg ... i jz pray det we will be together as one again ..
I REALIIE LOVE EU SHYNK!!!!
I HOPE EU WIL FERGIVE ME
FER WAD I'VE DONE !!!
N PLS CME BCK 2 ME DEARIIIEE!!!!!!
Blogged @ 9:37 PM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
tdy .. is fcking boring ntg 2 doe hmmm ... ouh well... in the morning ... i sempat chat ngn my shyg .. heheh ... kate fyefye la kn .. haha ... den after det im late 2 goe 2 skl eu noe ... its already 6.54 .. i ask hym 2 msg me b4 i log out frm my msn ... bt untill now he nvr msg me ... my shyg iz soo bad heheh ... notiie2 hubiie ... heheh ... ya3 ... (stop it fye!) ok i stop it... haha... tdy very boring la (i noe i epeat it twice) hahah .. bt its a fact shey ... hmm .. my ebs coursework is done .. onliie det i need 2 goe through it 1 more tyme .. hmm .. well ... my survey forms also i have done it .. nvm la .. i jz need 2 goe through it one more tyme heheh .. hmm idk wad 2 post anymore hhaah ... cz fyefye nga binget n geram!!! bout my shyg!!! y must he lie 2 me sia!! wad i did wrong sk! he nvr goe skl again!!! its hys N lvl eu noe .. he mysh out 2 many session oweady! still dnt wanna goe skl ... argh!! da r!! kaw tk nk p skola kn! kaw tk inform aku pape pn ..... kaw tk msg aku pn! kaw pk ape sk .... da r eyh! ku tk gy skola jgk r .. ikt prangai kaw... coursework aku tergadai ... amcm ?!!?!?!? kaw tk suke kn! behh asl kaw uat ginie mcm sk kt aku .. aku sape sk ngn kaw .. dlm haty kaw aku sape ??? aku pmpn kaw siak! kaw sggp uat aku nyh mcm ?!?!?!? aku dgr ckp kaw .. nyh kaw balas aleq! da larhh eyh! noe more excuses la weiih!! haish! i dnt noe larh wad 2 sae! eu jz 2 FCKING sturbbon ... haish ! da r eyh ckp bnyq2 pn tk gune r sk! kaw tetap tknk dgr ckp aku lagy ...!!!
Labels: kaw da tknk dgr ckp aku lagy tkpe r sk ............ tapy pk r aku sape ngn kaw dulu ...
Blogged @ 7:10 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
hey ppl.. wanna noe sometynk tk ? i da in east side la shey .. heheh .. ayiee tareq me msk group/syz drg ... wohoo!!! hahah da jady bdq east ... bt i stay north side hahah ..... funnie!!! i ferget 2 tell la .. smlm kte lpk pt simei .. gereq babe ... detz how i know ari,yuyun,kaknad,shasha n aciik ... gereq taw lpk ngn drg ... 1st malu la segan pn ade... mesty la.. 1st tyme shey .. ape tk nye ... i tk knl drg pn lau da knl kn da ok heheh ... kak nad klaka siket heheh.. idk la bt she is someone fun 2 be wyf .. heheh .. lau shasha plk .. dyer n me prangai same .... gyler2 ..... hahah .,.. ouh ya shasha is aciik's gherl ... kiut... see the pictures up derrr hahah ... lau ari plk dyer ganas.. dyer pn mcm me .. gyler2 siket hehhe ... she is tall bt she is onliee 17 years old .. tkt fyefye hahah ... yg part kekek kt sane is wen sume ddk 1 circle joget dangdut babe!!! hahah kiut satu2 heheh .. lagy2 my shyg .. hahah .... den ade jgk part ade bapok or wad soo ever name ... 'wana' 'azrina' ya allah ... malu nye aku ... hahha mataer aku 2 mcm hahah ... tapy kiut nk mmpz la drg hahah .... nk tawe je al the way .. hehe ... bt wad i hate smlm is wen drg nk uat mission 2 tkt kn kak nad's mum ... the planner are .. Ayiie , Ari , Aciik ... THE 3As hahah .... den skali ... tbe2 ayiie kene rasok =(( sad taw ... i was lyke OMG!!! ok cut thhe story bout det ... cz if i talk bout it i will cry heheh .. hm den we must 'lock' our body n wad soo ever ..... ya3 hahah ...alh wad ever skaliee pn .. over all it fcking fun heheh .... klaka .. tapy pe yg uat i geram is wen my hubbie nyh nottiee!!!! smoke manny2 ... heheh .. its ok la... 2 weeks noe rokok fer hym ... YEAH!!! heheh ... nvm la ... hmm pape pn gereq 2 de maxx babe!!! i hope i cn trn sane lagy lpk2 hahah .. windu sioot.. hahahahah ..... actuallie bnyq lagy i nk blng bt im 2 tired la deariiies... hehe ... nyh aje i mampu 2 talk aboutt.. aru aleq mly dance r pnt dohh hahahha ....
Blogged @ 7:34 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
What I tink about my Sunshine .. hmm
2 months ago
Im a very lucky Guy to get know this girl by the name of FIONA .. Since i know her , a lot of thing change me .. She's my everything i tell you .. No one is the perfect like her .. She's caring , understanding , irritating (sometimes) .. She sacrifice a lot of thing just fer me .. I don't know how to repay it .. When i'm sad or feeling lonely , she will always be my side .. When i'm sick , she took care of me .. When there's ppl give rumours , she fight back trying to save us fro breaking up .. i ask her fer a break bfore but she rejected it .. Cant believe she love me so much .. not lyke my other ex. haiz .. Then's there's this girl use to be my besties .. ask my gal to brk wif me , but she don't want too .. love her so much .. She's my one n onlie Girl that i love .. so girls out there , pls get out of our life .. Bie , im sorry if i had make eu sad or cry n fer lying to u .. i'm so sorry .. I promised i wont ask fer a brk again .. Hope i can last lng with u my SUNSHINE ..
this is wad my darlink type 2 mnths ago in our sharing acct ... hahah ... idk its true or nt .. bt . its sweet .. heheh ..... i reallie love hym .. hys de bes .... heheh ... ouh well... i hpe i cn reallie last long2 ngn dyer ... hmmm .... if i cnt ... idk wad 2 sae r .. haish ...... although we goe many up n downss .... i will still love me ... some ppl ask .. y i still love hym although he make me cry , sad n more ... the answer is simple peeps .. its bcz i love hym .... its normal in a relationship 2 have some fight ... rhyte?!! yeah!!! detz it .... soo i just love hym .. n onlie hym is in my heart .. noe!! wad i mean is my one n onliiee guy in my heart ... noe others ... lyke my ex .. admirer.... wad sooo on sooo ever laaa ... hmm .. ouh well wad 2 doe hahah .. ok la ... my dear .. jz wen bck home ... hahah .. somethink hppns 2day ... hahah ... well soo sad n scary .... n more la. .... lazy 2 type 2 la peeps .. next tyme if i love 2 share i share it ok deariiee... heheh gtg now .. wanna slp .. esk skl la shynk .. hahah ... since wen eu became my shynk also idk .. ahahah ... ok la .. tata...
**!!!SatuSatuNya ShawtyShawtShawt!!!**
we crazy2 oweadyyyyyy hahahah
Blogged @ 11:42 PM
I REALIIE LOVE EU SHYNK!!!! 
